Ive been doing good, but sometimes I think about the past and my insides just fall apart.

I feel like I’m getting my hopes up for something that isn’t going to happen.

I’ve came to the conclusion the less I care the happier I’ll be.

Tonights one of those nights where I miss you the most and I cry myself to sleep.

Your on my mind a lot tonight, more than usual. I don’t understand why I feel this way about you, I still love you. I’m scared I’m always going too and even when I’m grown up I’ll feel this way. I hate that your feelings changed towards me because mine still keep growing, I feel broken inside. I’m not happy, I put on an act and broken smile for people. I miss you so much.

I miss you.

I remember when I use to be happy, I remember when I didn’t have a worry in the world, I remember when you were the reason for my happiness. Now your gone and I’m stuck with all our amazing memories in my head, when it should be you in my arms. I hate this feeling, its over coming my body.

Today was suppose to be good, instead I’m listening to my fucking mom cry bitch piss and moan about every little single thing, shut the fuck up.

I miss my past, I miss you, I miss us. This should be easier, I should be over you by now but I’m not. Its hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. I love you even though I shouldn’t.

Asdfghjkl, I hate everything.

I see you in my dreams almost every night, but I haven’t actually saw you in over two months. I miss you.

I love either being lied to or ignored, such a great so called friend. Seriously I try to be the best of friend to you, and I get nothing in return.

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